life through falsehood

i've pretty much given up on everything.
men.
work.
school.
love.
hope.
life.

i'm stuck at home once again, my soul slowly slipping away into an unknown abyss. my mind races with all the possibilities i know i will never be able to bring myself to accomplish. the hole has futhermore taken success, and from this lacking in my heart, i cannot feel anything than apart. clip my wings away, for it seems i'm here to stay.